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May 23, 2006

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We all have
The desire to to strive
And better ourselves everyday
But the demons inside you
Are the same that divert you
When things are going you way
So look at me now
Im the same as before
Confusion is clouding my mind
Still I have a hold on you
You just do what I say
Your thoughts of me cause you dismay
Don’t judge me
Don’t annoy me
Ive layers of sin but
Theyre conditioned to quietly hide
My hate is immense
Don’t deny evidence
Or my demons are coming for you

Why i disliked school

Bored about a lack of substance
Do you hear the people talking
Do you hear the others snoring
Take heed my friends the teachers warning

Memories

Im a surf
With a rolling tide
Im a pimp
And a pirate
Im the thoughts
That you despise
Im the tic
Under your skin

Memories keep on shining through
I want you to be mine
Softly im caressing you
Manipulating your mind

Im a friend
With a friendly smile
Im a man
Without pride
Im a mission
With a manly smile
Im just dying
To reply

My little daydream

My little daydream
Stays with me through the night
My little daydream
Keeps me up through the night
You are the one thing
That makes me feel right

My little daydream
Keeps the hope in my day
A simple love theme
Filled with words I couldn’t say
It is the one thing
My little daydream

You with the gentle heart
You with the loyal heart
You with the joy
You with the light
You with the love in your heart

Forest for the trees

A forest for the trees
A name for you and me
A blindness you can see
That’s all you gotta be
Im walking down a road I have never been
More than that I say what is never seen
I feel the earth beneath my feet
A most peculiar city treat
Must be all the country air I breathed
Ohh verily im mauled
Some sanctity ive fallen
My sanity marooned
With certainty im doomed
Ill miss you for some months
But I only feel the bumps
To remember you
I surrender you
To your own, personal hell

Loneliness is isolation
Loneliness is desolation
The truth is never kind
So I suggest you find
A precipice
To quietly sit and think in.

Poison Arrow

Give me your poison arrow
Give me a reason to live.
Woman I cant forget you
You could have gone, you kept my soul instead.
And baby you cried, I shouldn’t have lied

Give me your pain and sorrow
It should be mine to bear
You twisted in my poison shell
But you were strong and you were there
Could you ever compare

Midnight on your own
Midnight all alone

Give me your latest idea
Tell it to all our friends
Did you ever notice
Id come along, but was never there
I could have lied

Midnight together will come again someday
Its all im living on
So I cry and hope to be around again
Could you ever compare

You know that its time to go now
As if you didn’t know
You are gone from me now
I wish you luck and the love we shared
Its never goodbye

Who's to say

Happy, feeling volatile
Remember when to smile
And keep it for awhile
If heaven is on high
If heaven lives on high
When will we come out from its shadow
To feel the warmth and see our faces glow.

Baby see, your fading eyes
Feel my lips, their paralysed
You go away, and hope to see
Another you, another me

Friends will go out but where will you go
They wont come back but you I don’t know

You know my way but I just cant say
All the history is there and the moments we shared
Go away going back
Do I walk the same track
Will you know me by then
Would I love you again
Im alone im afraid
Am I playing on stage
Am I whole am I real
Do I love do I feel
Do I care do I hate
Will I still look a state
All I know is here an now
And I love you and anyhow
Whos to say.

May 19, 2006

Ricky Gervais' song to Marge

I cannot get this song out of my head. Im going to learn it and annoy people for years to come -:

Lady when you came to me
I was feeling blue
Blue just like your hair you see
Blue just like the moon
But only when the moon is blue
And not when it is cream
And now that you are here with me
I am in a dream. (oh yeah Marge, your dreams can come true)

Lady when you go away
I feel like i could die
Not like die like your hair is died
But die like Lady Di
And not like Di like her name is Di
But die like when she died

Lady just like Lady Di
Your my princess tonight
But dont die, dont die Marge.

May 18, 2006

Song for Elliot

Emin F#

I never wanted to be a tortured artist

Emin

A suicidal troubadour

A

I just wanna be me

F#

If I sing then for what cause

Bmin

If it’s a song then what went wrong

Emin Gbar bottom 3 with high G

To be an artist I gotta get mindless to become mindful

I played you the day after you went astray

Your heart was in pain so you took it away

No pictures on the news, no notes to explain

You left this good world with no reason no blame.

Emin F#

But I never wanted to be a tortured artist

Emin

A suicidal anything

A

I just wanna be me

F#

If I sing alone

Bmin

If im never heard

Emin Gbar bottom 3 with high G

Id rather be artless, than have to get mindless to become mindful

Well they tell me you suffered, that you were in pain

Tell me, when were you in a warzone again?

What were your beliefs, what was your war

What were the things that you fought and died for

Emin F#

I never wanted to be a famous artist

Emin

Ive seen what it has done to you

A

And I wanna be free

F#

If you play alone

Bmin

If your never known

Emin

Id rather be alive than a chemical scribe

To become something

Bmin Emin D Asus

Id rather write shit with my eyes open wide

F#min F#maj G Gmin Asus Id rather get it so so wrong, than to take that to get it right……………break

Bmin Emin D Asus

Id rather write shit with my eyes open wide

F#min F#maj G Gmin Asus D

Id rather get my whole life wrong, than to take that to get it right

Sanity Serenade

Keep your distance from this smile-

There’s something wrong and the crack gets wider

This lie was meant to convert you

This lie was there to replace all virtue

Keep singing sinners of virtue

You treat elation like its….

a, matter of urgency

And so it goes, there is something you should know

Look in my eyes, my eyes, open wide, and come inside

You see I found a new answer

It left an imprint upon my memory

I never claimed to be perfect

I never claimed to be….

a, man of conviction

And so it goes, there is something you should know

Look in my eyes, my eyes, open wide, and come inside

Sanity serenade sanity serenade

Friendly fire

How is your raging sea

How is your burgeoning

It stretches right into the past

Like images through glass

Where is your spirit now

Where is your grace and how

Can it all be born of will

Cause the image has gone still

When fears abound

Don’t be afraid

Its never too late

Work it out

Sort it out

Breathe breathe breathe

Born with nothing

Your forced to fight it

You never learned to

Not make the same mistake

You cant control it

You cant ignore it

It happens every day

Its born inside us all

It burns inside us all

And you cant escape

Feel me, hold me hold me please+*

D on 4th fret, run down to 1st fret, back to D then bass run from C# open Dstring, B open D string then bottom two notes of G maj. Rubdown, back to D.

D inv G Gsus E G Gsus d e f# d e f#

Without hope, without her, your born with nothing, you end with nothing without love

The Clearing

I told you the things that I did, the things that I said
Was just God working through me
You said
God is not working through us,
we are working for ourselves
In honour of what we contain.

Its hard to imagine being truly alone
We play our role as a part of the whole
Yet sometimes the absence of feeling
Is like a blindfold for the soul.

I don’t want to let you down
But im a burden for you, I know
I don’t want to let you down
But I don’t wanna let you go
I bought this novel about nothing really
Just a guy at a sawmill with his wife
I couldn’t put it down
But I didn’t want it to end
I just want to erase the last week
And pick it back up again

This troubled man

Look inside this troubled man

Look down deep

Deep as you can

Mmm

Deep within the shadowed heart

Can you feel his soul depart

Mmmm

Break

He don’t wanna understand

He don’t wanna play lifes hand

He cut himself despite the pain

And now hes gone, hes whole again

Look inside this troubled man

Look down deep

Deep as you can

Mmm

Break

End with E C E C

Harmonica solo in Emin