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May 23, 2006

I have hate

I have hate
You have brought it on me
The last seconds tick on
And my thoughts of new
Tread carefully
I shall break a rock and carry all the
Pieces to a precipice where I will throw
Them over to watch them fall
I have not let them go

I joined the dark

I joined the dark one summers night
A cool wind and the fading light
My body stripped of all its might
My two hands clasped but shaking
I took a step I was met by those
Who cloaked me and coaxed my sweet repose
Dispirited and vile to touch
They said of all those that lived
A man it was of rock and dirt
Till I found there lying my living corpse
Tamed and beaten of all good thoughts
So I left it there and thought upon
The light which appeared to me
I spoke its praises and let it be

Use of the word jongleurs

Certain situations caused irreparable implications
In the segregated sections of my mind
A white man and a black man and a knife
Your such a Jolly Roger got a briefcase full of jongleurs
Singing songs and building castles in the sky
Im sitting on an emerald mountain
The wind coincides with the thoughts that escape me
The vision I see takes its form and forsakes me
Leaving behind the more fragile exterior
It fends for itself amongst the hysteria
And I, for it is me in the clouds
Am headed for warmer climes
Better times
And sweet sunshine
The light that is the future
And the heart that is true.

You Nothing

Tell me something I want to hear
Go on tell me im sexy
Tell me im smarter than anyone
Give me praise, give me your soul
Say you cant live without me
Like you’d rather die than leave me
Tell me you’ll do anything for me
But I don’t have to tell you nothing.
Tell me im brave you need me to save you
Tell all your friends all the things that I did to you
Give me your money your time and your life
But I don’t have to give you nothing
If I did half of what I want to do to you
You wouldn’t know what hit you
But you’d know that it was me who did it to you
Could have done it but I didn’t.

God bless the sinners. If it werent for their mortal crap

Swing with my moods
Roll with my tides
Soothe my sores
Fight my wars
Suffer with me
Listen to me
Level with me
Take my heat
Dance to my beat
Do what I mention
Take my indegestion
Understand my ignorence
Be more than my preference
Keep me secure
Make me demure
Suffer my redemption
Take my indegestion

Stomach burns me
But its nice to be happy

Truth

Do you live in fear
Did your bad dream call your name
I’ve got plenty here to spare
Take your pick they’re all the same
My second thought outweighed my first
My third is badly unrehearsed
Perhaps I should have listened to the question
You recall I am in pain
My lips are moving but im not saying
The truth inside im not conveying
Replace it with my demons raving
I’m locked inside my childish mind
Thoughts are poisoned they strike me blind
Let them out so I may find
The fun that had amused me
And those arms that once embraced me

Go on

Go on give me your love
Give me your smiles and havens to rest in
Give me your meadows I long to be blessed in
Tell me your latest obsession, depression
Im looking into why I never leave
Never even go outside to see
The meadows and havens I wished you to be

God

God pleases me when its not a man
Id much rather no god at all
God is much more than a part of your clan
More the love that exists in us all
Gods not a thing, nor a vision of grace
And seeing that god is a terrible waste
Ive seen your vision and it’s a disgrace
Id advise you to look a bit further
I see a great energy, linked to us all
Planes of tranquility, peace and purity
A knowledge of all that has been and will be
That is the god I would like you to see

Pendulum

Im giving thought to your cause
By delaying the outcome
My pen the pendulum
Swinging in an arc
Between action and passivity

You miss her

You miss her
More than words can say
You need her
More than yesterday
In the summer
Or in springtime
Youll be with her
In the garden
In the summer sun